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Kirimi sign silently and stood up she walk into her bathroom which she left the door open the tub was full of water and she put her hand over the water allowing some of her blood trip into the water within seconds the clear water with shain with blood she narrowed her eyes staring at the bloodly water Nozomi and Ryuji walk up to her and stared unsure of what Kirimi was doing | |
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Kyo signs,"okay..not exactly how i wanted it done..." | |
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Kirimi chuckled a little and she drip her arms into the bloodly water and she let the water out it went down the drane she stood up and went over to the sink washing the blood off her arms and face she growl silently she sign Nozomi sign in releif and Ryuji had a what-just-happened look on his face | |
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Kyo chuckles slightly,"How are you Kirimi..?" | |
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she smirk "I'm fine other than the fact I'm covered in blood which in fact is my own but other than that I'm fine really I just don't like blood at all" she said as she wipe the blood off her arms and legs and her face with a dark purple towel she sign Nozomi chuckled and walk into her room Ryuji stared at Kirimi which she replied by "what?" then he groun and walk to the living room Kirimi chuckled and whisper"geez why is it always blood" | |
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Kyo shrugs,"I don't know." he smiles he pats her head. | |
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she smiled and hug him most of the blood was off her and she sign deeply letting him go and walk back into her room she sat on the bed wiping the blood off her sun dress she sign again | |
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Kyo smiles lightly,then gazing into his own world. | |
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Kirimi gaze at her blood stain dress she sign and undid the black leather belt around her waist (the belt isn't connected to the dress) and she put it up in her closet (there wasn't blood on it) she smiled a little she turn to Kyo she said"Kyo,can I talk with you for a second?" | |
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Kyo blinks he was back in reality,"Um yeah sure. What is it?" | |
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Kirimi said "I've been thinking....." | |
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Kyo put his hands on her shoulders and looked into her eyes,"It's okay you can tell me." his voice was kind and gentle his eyes were filled with determination and puppy love. | |
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her eyes gaze into his for a moment then turn the other way she said "Kyo,how much do you actully know about my past?" her eyes were fill with unspoken sorrow and mysterious emotions | |
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Kyo signs deeply,"Enough to know you've gone through Hell..Is that's what this is about...?" he hugs her gently. | |
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Kirimi smiled bitterly "a little but not fully,I've kept my sorrow long up deep within me when I bleed that's when my sorrow truly comes out,when I feel weak or a burden my sorrow grows it seems,and I just wonder in the end will my pain,sorrow of everything that I've been through will eat me up inside,all those times I felt like it won't end and all the times that I've cried I worry about others before myself but when night falls my worry flows to me and the pain still affects me even after all this time,I know it's still there I can't run or hide from it,the events that have happened like Yori and etc. they're not a part of my pain,I felt reilef when I bleed and around friends,and I've been on edge sometimes,I've survive every night,and I'm not proud of things that have happened to me,but I will not fall and I've felt like I should shut the world away...." she grip the covers tighly | |
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Kyo flinches a little,then takes a calm breath."Kirimi if you shut the world away,do you think that will make things better?*signs*If you want to end the pain and suffering then...release that into me then...I'm here to help you,I love you,Kirimi." he looks deeply into Kirimi's eyes a flame burned in his eyes. He searched into Kirimi for her response. | |
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Kirimi signs "I don't know if that would make things better or not" she thought "this is why I'm not so trusting and this is why I keep my distance away from others" she said"thank you,Kyo" her eyes flickered and she felt blood come up in her throat she flinch tears prick at her eyes she thought"oh no,my blood is multiplying" she ran into her bathroom and shut the door she cough up the blood into the sink she wash it out with water she flinch seeing it | |
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Kyo signs,"If you don't like to trust others then why do you? I mean you hang out with us,but why Kirimi?" | |
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she cough and the blood went down the drane and she wipe the blood off her mouth she flinch she came out of the bathroom she turn to Kyo she said"I don't know why I do,but there are things that is why I keep a distance with friends or trusting others" she said and sign looking at Kyo for a second then turn to the door her hair covered her face she look down | |
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He hugs her from behind,"You can lean on others you know. You can tell some people... I didn't trust anyone until I finally met Mrya. And she ain't that easy to trust either but...The clouds of the storm in your heart won't go away until you learn you need to trust others....to become stronger."he whispers in you ear. | |
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